Thursday, August 27, 2009
This pic on the right was taken right after the tatto was done, so it looks a little red and puffy.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
*** URGENT ANNOUNCEMENT ***
It's truly tragic and embarassing, but I have just realised that Huskee should have been celebrating his 10th Barkday on Sunday, not 11!! I don't know why I had the idea that he'd be 11.. Must've got my years wrong.. anyway no excuses for this especially when I'm supposed to be his mom **hangs head in shame**. Then again, I am kinda glad that he's only 10 and not 11 cos it'd mean that we have more time together right?
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Everyone can recognise that handsome face on the right? Apparently, the owner of that handsome (albeit a little grumpy) face is turning 11 years old this Sunday... they say it translates to 77 years in human years, and this makes me the most senior member in our family. **ahem** Yes, I am even older than grandpapa... WTF??!
Monday, August 17, 2009
I have been toying with the thought of getting a tattoo in the past but never did it because I was afraid of the pain. Now seems like the 'right' time to do it because I don't think any physical pain can surpass the pain that my heart went through when I had to go through labour twice with the full knowledge that I won't have a baby to bring home at the end of it. The tattoo which I thought of getting will defintely be somehow related to Lucas and Chloe. It's not that I need something to remind me of them.. this won't ever be necessary cos they will always be in my heart and on my mind, but I really wanted something 'tangible' that I can look at, feel, etc.
Sorry, just wanted to vent and let off a bit of steam cos I am having a bad day... I miss them more than I dare admit.
Friday, August 14, 2009
We almost could not recognise mom when she came home although she was gone for only 4 days because now she resembles a character out of Little Mermaid. I think it's called Sebastian.. LOL!!Mom and Aunty F spent a little too much time by the pool (like 5-6 hours every day) and both ended up being sunburnt despite all the sun screen that they applied.
Some nice pics taken at the beach...
This one is Alive and Playing
And this one is Alive and ummm.. ahh... Sleeping.. no no.. I mean Meditating..
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Mom will be going for a short holiday to some seaside resort this coming week with her best friend (aka Aunty F). Mom and Aunty F have known each other for 17 years and have been each other's pillar of strength through the ups and downs of their lives. Aunty F had been there for mom and dad when they lost Lucas, and now she's also here for them as they are grieve for Chloe AND Lucas.
Dad will be alone with Hershey for the next 4 days while I will still be spending my time at GrandParent's Day Care.. I can tell that mom is a little worried about leaving Hershey completely in dad's care because while he loves Hershey heaps, he can sometimes get too carried away with his work... like forget to take her out to pee/ poo at the appointed time, (over)feeding her, refilling her water bowl, giving her a treat/ bully stick before he goes to work in the morning...
I think mom is worrying too much but well, being the fillial son, I have suggested that she can use my blog to put down the list of 'To Do' things for dad in case he forgets (Shane: I do admit that I think too much and worry too much at times... is it just me or is there anyone out there who does NOT think I am looney??)
1) Please let Hershey out for her last pee pee before you go to bed
Oooh and since I am at it, can I also include just one more thing:-
5) Water my (dying) plants --- Since they aren't officially dead yet, they still need water
Thursday, August 6, 2009
I found out that the package came from the very faraway Gooberstan, from Stanley, Stella and their Girl. Mom opened the package on her birthday and she started leaking B.I.G time when she saw what was inside. It puzzled me a lot because normally when I receive presents, I am usually ecstatic, overjoyed, jubliant, delighted (ok you get the idea right?)... you won't normally cry when you get a present right??
(Shane) The name of this necklace is 'Love Inside and Out'... It's a beautiful name for a beautiful necklace.... something that I'll always always treasure and wear with pride so that my 2 angels know that they are always close to their mummy's heart.
THANK YOU Stanley, Stella and dear dear Lisa..
Monday, August 3, 2009
Joey sent our mom this link of a video from YouTube of a super duper talented Border Collie named Gin. If you have not seen it before, I'd recommend you to watch the video here.. Gin is so talented!! It seems like Gin's got a sense of rythmn and can dance real well. Hmmmm... so how come the Border Collie that I have at home is sooooooo different from Gin??
3rd August - It marked the first year anniversary that my (not so) little sister, Hershey, came home to us. Dad saved Hershey from a pet store and Hershey was his birthday present to mom to cheer her up and keep her busy after they lost little Lucas. Dad also thought that I may like a sibling to play with, so that was how we ended up with Hershey.
The past 1 year really went by too quickly, but I'm proud that we survived the first 365 days... Now Hershey is an integral part of our family and despite all the headaches, destructions and nightmares that she'd caused, we cannot imagine not having her in our family.
We love you so much and feel blessed to have you in our family, Hershey Girl!
4th August - Yesterday was mom's 32nd birthday. Sadly for the 2nd consecutive year, there isn't any 'celebration'. It just did not feel right to be celebrating anything so soon after losing little Chloe. The night before, mom went to my Godma's (Scuba's mom) house for dinner and sweet Aunty S (Helios' mom) surprised mom with a lovely and yummy birthday cake.
Somehow mom leaked a lot yesterday... she said something about how she 'lost' more than she 'gained' during the past 2 years... **pause**.. Correction, although she did lose 2 babies, there's something she did gain... a lot of weight!! (Better run and hide before mom finds out)...
Farewell Charlie... You will be missed.
Greg, Brooke and Opy - May all the wonderful memories that you have shared with Charlie help you through this sad time.